In my blog i have not posted any failure stories....Now its my story....only because of that i m posting it...
These efforts may motivate you...
Before reading i would like to add one thing,It was not a success story .. i failed my ccie r and s exam couple of weeks ago..
Background....Year - 2004
It was with great passion i entered the world of my cisco studies...
My first job
After completing my CCNA and MCP course , i started my career by working as a ccna faculty.
It was a new training center.I started with having 2 students in a month.After 6 months it reached 40 students per month.
Then my CEO asked me to take MCSE classes.But i want to continue with cisco studies..I always respected and obeyed his words,so no arguments , i started taking MCSE classes.
Then he asked me to take MCSE certification and offered me a raise in the salary.Then i studied hard and passed MCSE 2000..Compared tocisco technologies , i found microsoft technologies tough.especially exchange server..For almost 1 year i worked as an mcse instructor.Also my CEO provided training for RHCE and i worked hard and passed my RHCE.
I was dreaming about my CCNP at that time..Couple of my students came there for CCNP and my CEO agreed to move me to cisco side again.Along with the batch i studied CCNP.After taking couple of CCNP batches i passed CCNP...After that i started studying CCIE written..But again my CEO transferred me to the MCSE dept.
My friends and relatives advised me , that if you are looking for a cisco carrier and ccie, then dont waste ur time here in a
training environment...I was not ready at that time because i loved my CEO very much...But he came to know about my difficulties and allowed me to apply new jobs..One thing i wanted to make sure was that my absence will not affect my organization.So i trained and mentored my collegues and guided them....
Second job
Interestingly i got the first job that i applied....It was in an MNC...It was difficult for me to adapt the "do's and "do not's" in an MNC....Gradually i adjusted everything and i was happy....The only issue was with my profile...They placed me in Network security team and i have to deal with checkpoint firewalls..I realized that it will not help my CCIE studies...Along with checkpoint studies i continued my cisco studies and i passed CCIE written..i want to concentrate more on my cisco studies..So i decided to quit that company and look for a cisco network engineer profile..Many friends advised me that checkpoint has lot of scope, but i ignored that and decided to stick with cisco technologies...
Third job
I got two offers and i accepted the one which has shifts...I want to continue with my studies, so if it is in shift i thought that i will get more time for my studies...But this company also plaaced me in Network security...But this time it is Cisco ASA....Something intersting for me..Then i started learning cisco security and after 6 months of studies i passed CCSP...Also we got some network projects and i was also part in the designing...some months later i passed CCDA and CCDP.
I initially scheduled my lab for Oct 2008, but was not confident enough to take it...Then scheduled for March 2009 , but arrival of OEQ made me rethink..I again dropped the lab date...I continued my cisco studies
CCIE preparation Materials usedCBT nuggets (Jeremy Cioara)--Fantastic tutorials....I love his way of presentation....QOS is his master piece topic..
Tr@insignal (Chris Bryant)---More theory...But i watched every videos again and again...good one...
Narbik CCNP to CCIE gap....practiced every labs....fantastic....
Internetwork expert's bootcamp video....Got an idea of CCIE topics....
Cisco press books...I hate to read books...Some how i managed to read some books...
Scott Morris Video on Demand....got thrilled when i viewed his classes....I searched more about him and i considered him as my role model..
Again i worked with Narbik's CCIE work books...Then IPexpert, IEWB workbooks...
Financial problemsI heard that the CCIE R and S version is going to change....So i decided to take it soon...But for me two months left..
(By July my CCIE written will be expired ) ....I know my limitations and i realized that 2 months is not enough for me...
Another major factor is financial problem....I dont think the others will believe the salary which we are getting in our country.
With CCNA and MCP i started my faculty career for 60$ per month...After working for 2.5 years in that company, it reached 250$ step by step....
With CCNP,MCSE and RHCE i got my Second job offer for 260$.....Third (current) - 350$...(Monthly)
So as a person who completed more than 15 certs is only getting 350$ per month, how he can think for 1200$ exam and other expenses....For all these exam i paid the money personally...I dint get any single voucher or dollar from the companies i worked...I spend all my salary for these certifications. how can i ask my parents for another 1200$.I know it is difficult for them also to arrange...
I decided to apply for a bank loan...After marathon discussions bank manager approved the loan with a reasonable interst..
By that time my CCIE written got expired and i retook it and passed....No ccie lab dates again for me..I was tensed and it got increased i saw post my some sk members which they were willing to pay more money for lab seats....I prayed for a lab seat and it is because of God's grace i got a lab date for October...For me it was a miracle...Then i started revising all my studies and started practicing...Only 4 hours sleep everyday..I was like a mad...
LeaveI planned to take one month leave as i want to concentrate more...I am having 28 leave left.
I informed my manager about this....But he didn't approved it...So i again continued my work along with my studies....
I planned to take 2 weeks leave before my exam....
Again i discussed with my manager...He informed that he will only give two days leave for my exam.....My colleagues were supporting me and they informed that they will manage all the works and asked me to take leave...I dont know what to do....Through out my career I always obeyed my managers words
and respected their words...On the other side my exam is there...I spend almost 3000$ for my exam ..
So by risking my career for the first time i disobeyed my manager and i took leave for 2 weeks....I was aware that i may
have to face disciplinary actions for it..Still dont know whether i did it correct or wrong...As it is a critical thing i discussed with lot of my friends , relatives , colleagues and everyone advised me that your exam is more important than anything else..Then i send a leave request and took leave,...Those two weeks , i never studied like that before....many days i didn't even take my breakfast..I spend almost 18 hours a day for my studies....
Day before Exam
One day prior to my exam i reached the place where i am going to take ccie exam....last 24 hours..little bit tension
One of my friend also came with me..By evening We went to the place where cisco located....when i saw that building my tension got increased....
By Night I read some cisco press books....Tried to sleep...But not able to sleep.......By 1'O clock i slept and wake up by 5'30AM...
By 8.00AM i reached cisco's office...
Exam Day...
OEQ was simple , 2 questions were tricky...After completing the OEQ i was little worried about one question...
Spend at least 20 mins thinking about it....Then started my lab.By 12.55 i finished IGP and tested the connectivity
..Everything fine...By going through the questions i am sure that i will pass....I took my lunch with full of confidence..
Sorry to say , Lunch from cisco was not good...

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But after coming back i started the remaining sections...At one point i realized that my IGP is not working,..
It took plenty of time to identify the trouble and i found one of my network statement is missing...I know it was easy to
identify but when you start to feel tense , nothing will came to your mind....Still dont know how that statement got deleted.....I didnt get enough time to complete the exam...And also not verified or crosschecked anything...By 5.30PM proctor came and informed that your lab time is over...I am not at all confident about my pass..
It was raining outside at that time...I went outside cisco's office ...My heart was broken...I dont know how to explain it...
i found a vacant place nearby cisco's main gate..I went there and cried like a small child...I was asking God "why you did it to me ?"..When some people were started looking at my face i hided my face with my umbrella.....I dont know what to do....Every one in my home is waiting for my result, my parents were praying.....i dont know what to say to them..
I stood there and till my friend and his relatives came..I cant control my tears...when i saw my friend it gor increased..He also dont have any words to say....The whole night i was crying.....Its my dream for many years...In the morning, results came...i found the failed
next to my name...it was not a surprise for me..The section which i didnt touched gor 0%...OEQ and some other sections got 100%..
When i met my parents they also got shocked over the results...But they supported me very well...It was only because
of their support and love , now i recovered somewhat...
When i reached office One memo is waiting for me for taking unauthorized leave...My manager behaved like "hitler"..
He shouted at me....And atlast i informed him that i am ready to resign...I felt like he is waiting to hear that word...
The Paini lost around 3000$ which is almost 10 times my present salary..
lost the job....
More than that, the mental pain......These all happened because of my ccie dream...
For some people it may sound like
childish, but these were the sufferings which i faced.....
FS (sadikhov admin) knows most of the incidents...He is my good friend and supporter and he motivated me a lot..
I also updated Darby Weaver about all these and he also helped me in some technical doubts...
I want to thank Lethe and Faisal Saleem for their kind words through PM's which also helped me in recovering....
There were lot of people motivated me throughout my Journey.....
Thanks to Scott Morris,Jeremy Cioara,Narbik,Brian Dennis ,Brian McGahan,Chris Bryant for their wonderful tutorials and workbooks which helped me a lot.
I will take this downfall in a positive note...I will continue my studies strongly and you all can expect my success story soon....
Thanks
Rainbow9810